Hi My Love,
I not sure what to wish you now, Happy Birthday doesn’t feel just right. I guess it is still a very happy day to celebrate because without this day in 1949 we would not have had the chance to share our years we were so blessed to have. I miss you, I just push my mind somewhere else to keep going. I assume there is something I am here to do on earth. I look for your guidance on a daily basis. I sure hope you are enjoying the heaven's above. I keep my faith in God and heaven only knowing I will again be together with you, my soul mate. The family helps me keep going so much but nothing can fill the hole you have left in my heart. It would be impossible to fill your shoes. I know I don’t even come close and I feel sorry for any one that would try. You where such a warm, loving, caring, fearless, forgiving women and expected nothing in return. You had once told me, true love is nothing in return. I read your little notes and recipes you have written that lay around, when I hold them in my hands I feel you, an ora, a presence. I know so silly but it feels so good and sad all at the same time. I am proud to say that you were well aware I loved you more than life itself and I know you had loved me with those same feelings.
Well I wish you another Happy Birthday and oh God how I wish you were here to celebrate.
I love you baby and miss you with all the heart I have left.
Forever Yours,
Your Loving Husband
P.S. I get to do this again in a couple weeks for our Anniversary
