September 3rd 2015
Happy Birthday My Love
Hope your celebrating with all your love ones up there. Everyone here wishes you were here to be held, hugged, and won’t let go. To touch you, smell you, sense your presence, and breathe you in. For me your passing is like yesterday, it does not get better. My inner soul longs for yours. I’m so happy we had what we were given. Many many wonderful memories. Memories that we were suppose to share with each other until we grew really old together. But we didn’t get to complete our journey. One day I’ll be there to continue on with you on our journey. I know my incomplete soul once in the heavens will act as a force field attracting the other half like a powerful magnet pulling it out of the heavens. Our souls once again will unite and be as one. We will explore the heavens and beyond. This is the only way I get through days without you. I have to believe and have faith that is all that has been taught about our existence beyond this earth has merit. That I must wait my turn, my calling to be given the life beyond with you and if I don’t wait my turn I will not be reunited with you in the heavens. That is the only reason I am still here on earth, patiently fulfilling the purpose I have here on earth to complete so I can continue with you when I go. What a sad state I’ve put myself into. LOL
I am reminded of you in daily routine more and more every day. It’s wonderful to have you in my thoughts one way but painful in others. People who say it gets easier in time are lying or even worse haven’t found and spent years of happiness with their true soul mate. I hear lately about a lot of couples having troubles in their relationships. I feel so saddened that they don’t realize how much they have with each other. They should feel blessed that they still have each other and how dramatically their life would be if one of them passes never again to be talked to, hugged or just walking holding hands.
Well My Dear I must go for now,
I Miss You So Badly, I wish I had you in my arms again right now, I would never let go this time. They would have to take us both!
I Love You
